“Dear Dr. Diana, I have done the Spiritual Diamond Self work from your new book, The Diamond Self Secret, and it was a magical experience to come up with “Caring Emissary of the Light” as my spiritual nickname. I really was able to find serenity and stillness of mind!
But sometimes it is very hard to hold on to this identity, as people disappoint me right and left. It is so easy for me to get into being resentful and full of self-pity. Also, in the past, I have over-given and functioned as a codependent people-pleaser. How do I tell the difference between being of service and over-giving so that I can find serenity?” Gail in San Francisco
Gail, when you are giving from a spiritual place or your Higher Self you are refreshed and reenergized. You are more likely to find serenity and your actions will more often result in a win-win. You are winning your own respect, and usually (but not always), others are appreciative of your efforts. This kind of service is NOT about people-pleasing. It is about feeling what is intuitively helpful—doing the right action or non-action for all concerned.
For example, you might not win the popularity award when you are doing service to a loved one by giving them the chance to fail or hit bottom. Or by not preventing them from making a mistake so they can learn consequences. These types of non-action will teach you the precious gift of detachment, which is a cornerstone of serenity. While your loved ones might not be happy with you (or downright angry!) in the short term, as they hit bottom and have their own awakening, they will be grateful that you did not meddle in their affairs.
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Self-care, setting boundaries, maintaining your own serenity and giving yourself time-outs to take care of your needs are part of the healthy service equation. Your needs matter. In order to truly be of service you need to ask for self-fulfillment as well as for fulfillment for others. Bottom line: when you are truly of service, your needs are taken care of and you feel good and complete.
On the other hand, when you are giving out of codependence you will tend to feel like you ALWAYS have to be the savior, nurturer, advisor, helper, and the one to prevent loved ones from experiencing the consequences of their irresponsible behaviors. You have a strong compulsion to give them what they say they want or need. Or what you think they really need. This is a true COMPULSION and you do not feel like you have much choice in the matter. You also tend to worry or OBSESS about others’ problems. As a result you lose your inner peace and serenity.
When you are codependent you feel emptied out, exhausted, and sucked dry by endless giving with little in return. Self-pity and resentment are a big part of the picture for you because you feel taken for granted, disrespected, used, or abused. Bottom line: when you are codependent, you may feel good about giving in the short term but there is always some boomerang in which you get hurt and disappointed and feel like you’ve been used and exploited. Does this sound familiar?
So do yourself a favor. Stop playing God or Higher Power or Miss I-Know-What’s-Best-for-Others. Before you go into action to help others, pause and listen for the faint voice of your intuition, the voice of your spiritual identity. This will protect your own serenity and create even more benefit for your loved ones. Often in surprising and magical ways that you personally could never foresee!
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Wishing you serenity,